I cant remember a decent player taking my chips in a long time actually..
this guy is a calling station and is one of the $0.20c donkeys...

Full Tilt No-Limit Hold'em, 6.5 Tournament, 25/50 Blinds (7 handed) - Full Tilt Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

Hero (UTG) (t4480)
UTG+1 (t2040)
MP1 (t1450)
MP2 (t1350)
CO (t1410)
SB (t1410)
BB (t1360)

Hero's M: 59.73

Preflop: Hero is UTG with 5, 5
Hero bets t100, 1 fold, MP1 calls t100, 4 folds

Flop: (t275) 4, 6, 2 (2 players)
Hero bets t175, MP1 calls t175

Turn: (t625) 6 (2 players)
Hero checks, MP1 bets t300, Hero raises to t4205 (All-In), MP1 calls t875 (All-In)

River: (t2975) J (2 players, 2 all-in)

Total pot: t2975

Results:
Hero had 5, 5 (two pair, sixes and fives).
MP1 had J, 3 (two pair, Jacks and sixes).
Outcome: MP1 won t2975

note the name... absolute donkey, not just based on this hand....

wow this same guy a few moments later sucks out on me..
HITS A 1 OUTTER
Full Tilt No-Limit Hold'em, 6.5 Tournament, 40/80 Blinds (7 handed) - Full Tilt Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

Hero (Button) (t395)
SB (t1835)
BB (t2795)
UTG (t1320)
MP1 (t3880)
MP2 (t1735)
CO (t1540)

Hero's M: 3.29

Preflop: Hero is Button with A, 10
1 fold, MP1 calls t80, 2 folds, Hero bets t395 (All-In), 1 fold, BB calls t315, 1 fold

Flop: (t910) 5, 9, A (2 players, 1 all-in)

Turn: (t910) 6 (2 players, 1 all-in)

River: (t910) 4 (2 players, 1 all-in)

Total pot: t910

Results:
Hero had A, 10 (one pair, Aces).
BB had 4, 4 (three of a kind, fours).
Outcome: BB won t910

Hand 1:

Why the min raise PF? If your going to raise it, then raise it... otherwise limp.

Flop is fine, His call was bad...

Turn though... i think he played it very well (maybe not intentionally). And he was forced to call. From his perspective, hes looking at around 15 outs, depending on how he thinks a pair of jacks will play...

Im not sure whats going wrong though...
either im a HUGE downswing and i hear pros say they can last up to 6 months sometimes...
Or
im playing absolutely terrible... (forget the play in our Home Game - i had my cards covered up most the time... and im not really motivated to play properly for anything less than $20)

Details :
Live games - played 3. won 1, came 2nd once, 3rd once . 6max live sng's..
Tournament every tuesday and 13 week league - i won it..

So as far as variance comes.. it seems to be only online that has a negative vairance for me, and it seems that im losing almost every hand that decides my sng/tourny life....

Im playing good poker IMO compared to the guys at my tables..
most of my play is so standard...
but nothing works out.. maybe its online screwing me over hoping for me to deposit...

I used to love online poker... sigh.. now its just a bad addiction.
And this is only for online...