after getting a friendly deposit of 5 dollars last night, I was intrigued to play my first online real money poker

I was doing good finished the night like 12-13 bucks

woke up this morning won a couple of HU's, placed 76th in a 2 dollar tourney was doing good, got up to 37 dollars, joined a 5 dollar tourney got donked out, and officially am down to 1 dollar

Im a young age so go ahead and make fun of me, I think its better I learn to not play over my BR now then later, gosh I feel like an idiot and a horrible player for losing 36 dollars like that.....its sickening, i dont even know how to get my confidence back up with only $1.21 right now

Most of us have been through this before, as long as you learned your lesson it's fine. BR management ftw

36 dollar drop in less than 6 hours, i should be slapped for this....yes I just read the chris ferguson BR management

why didnt u play the $1 45 mans?

because im a young ignorant f'in idiot, went all in BR with Q Q, and the idiot calls with 7 7 and rivers a straight, thanks for whoever gave me my first BR of 5 dollars, I will pay you back, because I sucked it up....damnit

I know BR management now i would of had 3 dollars if he didnt hit the straight dangitttttttttttt, now i gotta wait 2 weeks to get more br added in hehe, blah....i need a hug and some money ha

http://www.fulltiltpoker.com/pro-tip...rguson&tip=100


anyways yea pokerhex.com will trade in play money chips next time play limit and only 1$ or less MTT

its okay though you will come away a better player

yea, blah just have to get past the stage of actually losing, im not use to it, or that bad i guess, once im past that im fine

come on I need some vet to bash me call me a newb, something to move along on ha

dayum so epic gets all the hate and I cant get any, well not hate, I just need something to get me to play better haha, some sort of insult, really