came back donked off some more, but started playing better and better, then i just was like blah, and my sngs went down hill, i started getting sucked out more

but this time i didnt tilt, i quit, but kept losing every day and still am
currently im at 23 and in 2 sngs

i know 121 2 weeks ago, but instead of trying to get it up and blow it im asking if anyone will watch me a little bit everyday some sngs or whatever and help me get to like 40, if i get there i can get it up, but like at 23 im freaking out, if not its cool

also im getting some books for christmas so im continuing to read and not making myself tilt, if its cool like KRE8R watch some NL2 or a good sng player watch me a little that would be cool, if not thats fine too

take care all

Just remember you can't win or money EVERY sng

yea but i need to win or money at least 2nd every 2 of 3

or im just going to blow it
and ill just let it sit if i get to 15
HOW THE HELL was i at 121
wow

You have to let these beats just roll off your back. If you don't you will never make it. In SNGS there are going to be TONS of suckouts. When the blinds get big espcially in turbos it just becomes a crapshoot with people showing frequently. Now that you have been playing for a while you know these beats are going to happen so when they do just say ok I got my money in good and im happy.

Also you need to stop thinking about your bankroll. I used to do this and would blow hundreds trying just to get back to my high point. Your bankroll is going to go up and down so don't get worried about it, if you play well you'll get it back plus more.

Not trying to be hard on you but I want to see you make money. I was the same as you when I first start and trust me I prolly dumped a grand into poker before changing my mindset