I dont know im rereading phil gordons little green book, and just Idk finished 96th in the 200 us freeroll the other day

and i have confidence in myself and in my game, but I dont know after someone staked me 10 and i got up to 21, then blew it

then another stake of 5, got up to 37, then br management and joining a $3 rebuy didnt help (actually this was my first stake)

then another 5, and I just flat out blew it...

Im more prepared, have br management and know mostly everything now, but I have this gut saying I dont wanna lose 50 dollars, but if i play smart within a year i could have a SOLID br....

someone help me ha

ya man, that $3r is a no go. just gotta set limits according to your BR and stick to them. I believe you know what stakes you should be playing. you have to be very disciplined and patient, knowing that a $1 pot is critical.

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i know like I said that was my first stake im grown so much since then

I know now, and Ive actually been reading and paying attention, and I know I cant play limit poker AT all no limit I can limit NOOOOOOO

but its like tomorrow I wanna get an all access and deposit 50$ but I cant and dont wanna blow it

how long ago was this stake?

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my first one? 3 months ago?

2nd? 2 months or 2 and 1/2

3rd one? at least a month

and ive been reading pg little green book, i read cf bankroll thing a bunch of times, so im prepared and more mature and more SERIOUS but I keep having withdrawals

With a BR of $50 or less i would suggest learning and playing limit poker. I started with about $50 and learned LHE and Oh/l, you can read all the books on strategy and do well. But, really at the low stakes, all you got to do is wait around for a decent hand and get paid off good.

I built an albeit shitty roll from a dollar. Do the same.

Well I cant really deposit just a dollar, and no one will send so thats fine

and Freerolls are hard ha

It's no surprise you lost the money before because you couldn't possibly be properly rolled.

Just put in $50 and play $2 cash or $1 tourneys (and no rebuys).

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thats what i was thinking at micro cash tables....

I know Im pretty good, not perfect yet, im learning everyday reading and watching and so on, but Im just nervous to lose it all, and for once be my money, and if I lose then I know Ill think Im horrible haha