Ok so basically Ive been ou of action for 3 months due to the fact I lost $800 in 2 days. No biggy I still finished up $1600 for the christmas hols, but I really had to stop before I lost all of that.

Since then my life has gotten much better, found a nice girl and had an amazing time at uni. The downside is that now I have no money. So I really had to get back to the tables.

Now previously I had a good system going where I would keep about $800 in my neteller and redopisit on sites if I went broke on them. I always deposited 200 and played with 60 on the 100Nl, this always worked no probs. Now 3 months back I took all of this out to buy some decks and get myslef out of student debt.

Now depositing $40 and knowing I really cant redopisit is a fucking bitch. I have to play 25Nl where it seems I get way more bad beats and my roll is yoyoing and never breaking 100.

Gotta keep grinding but its so frustrating. Figure Im gonna get to 200 on 25Nl and then play 50 until I get back to my 800 mark. But goddddd its a grind.

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