my name is Dee and im a degen with a serious tilt problem.......yup, ur not alone.

real life issues affect ur poker play.....real life issues have resulted in me coming too close to being busto and now playing micro nl

needing to win while playing poker seriously affects ur play.....coming to the realisation that i dont need to win has resulted in me getting more enjoyment out of my games.

ur still young and if u pull urself together(it took me a long hard stressful tilting ~6mths and im still hardly bothered to play), poker can still be a very enjoyable hobby for u.

ask every site that you are on to ban you from playing real money for the next 12mths.

in the meantime, ask urself if u want to play for the enjoyment of it or cos u want to hit the big one......if u start back in a years time wanting to hit it big instead of wanting to enjoy it, give it up completely.


despite what a lot of people here and at NB think, ur a decent kid imo.....an annoying fucker at times but still a decent human being.......as for ur family problems kid, hopefully it all works out well for u all.

at the end of the day, life is like a jigsaw puzzle so the more effort u put in, the easier it is to piece together.

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