I'm not winning right now, I'm in a fucking losing streak and I can't stand it anymore. Fucking bad beats fucking fuck again and again and again and again and again

latest one, though finallly, I won about time, but not !!! Similar beats like that for the last 14 games, I can't stand this anymore, it drives me crazy.14 HU games I've been having similar beats. Can you fucking believe it ? I've lost faith in poker. My god...

What the fuck I'm suppose to do now ? I've played perfectly most my y hands in all these 14 games and they get bad beaten all the time. Fuck you variance. My ass variance. Variance is suppose to be up and down, not WAY DOWN or WAY UP. I lose 8 HU's games in a row to bad beat. I'm suppose to do what ? Question my game with a stupid software or something ?

I'm so pissed



PokerStars No-Limit Hold'em Tourney, Big Blind is t50 (2 handed) Hand History Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com (Format: FlopTurnRiver)

Hero (t1180)
BB (t1820)

Preflop: Hero is Button with Q, J.
Hero raises to t100, BB raises to t150, Hero calls t50.

Flop: (t300) T, K, 9 (2 players)
BB bets t250, Hero raises to t1030, BB calls t780.

Turn: (t2360) 8 (2 players)

River: (t2360) 4 (2 players)

Final Pot: t2360

Results in white below:
BB has Ks 3s (flush, king high).
Hero has Qs Js (flush, queen high).
Outcome: BB wins t2360.